~ Of needs and wants ~

Really need to prioritise my life. Been having this feelings that i want a lot of things in life that most of them isn't actually a necessity, but can't stop from yearning it. I want this and that because this will help me in this and that but we should actually learn to appreciate what we have and use it according to our needs. And thats the problem, sometimes i fell like all of it is what i need. Ok, i'm blabbering now.
Here's the thing, i really want to travel, go to europe and lots of other places. My friends asked me to join them to Portugal. Portugal! Never have a thought of going there, not anywhere in my list of places to visit! Sorry people of Portugal! But then its sound wonderful, you know a place you haven't thought of going, you'll get a chance to explore and learn new stuff other than a place you already have in mind which you knew about them quite a lot already.
And the dilemma is the money! Yes, i think nowadays people have a lot of dilemma or should i say problem with money written all over it. If i decide to join them and go to Portugal, i'll be in a very tight spot the next few months not to say i have to save and try not to spend too much on food as i really like to eat, a lot. Oh dear! I know that if ask my parent, the answer is a definite NO. No need to ask to know the answer already, they will say that i should focus studying. Oh money, why can't i just grow them in my backyard!

ai-na : revision started already...

~ new house ~

Finally moving into our own house. Lots of cleaning to be done, which have yet to finish. Boxes arrived from Exeter but still half unpacked, so tired. There's lot to buy to make it more like a home but will get there eventually.
Went to play Laser Tag last night, super fun but tiring as well. Really hope can play again but not so sure as its a bit expensive, anyway the experience is great.
Revisions already started but yet to study, need to focus now because this is important. Hopefully can get the study table soon so can start to study properly.

ai-na : continue unpacking...

~ itsy bitsy spider ~

urgh, 2 days ago i need to use the toilet badly but the one upstairs is occupied so i have to use the one downstairs which i didnt know exist until that time. when i opened the door, spiders scurried away from every corner of the toilet! there is no way i'll use that toilet.
i dont care how small and tiny the spiders are, i hate them! i just do not like them at all, not one of them, not even spider-man even though he's handsome and cute, he still got those spidery power whats so ever!

ai-na : i do not want to cure my phobia!

~ hot or warm? ~

29.9C! hottest day in the UK, ever. just cant wait for winter, snow is more fun. doing totally nothing today, been very unproductive. need to change that. just sent my application yesterday, hope all will be well. i think i want to go for a picnic tomorrow in Hyde Park or maybe St James Park, just sitting and enjoying the day, maybe read some books or better yet, studying!

ai-na : keep moving foward, glance back just as a reminder...