Friday, March 19, 2010

~ why me? ~

there's bird shit splattered on my window!! and i cant wash it off because it's on the outside and my room is on the 6th floor, with 5 inch restriction my hand cant even reach it, oh and the rain is not helping! and this is the second time not to mention the worst as if the bird are having diarrhea or stomach flu! it's an eyesore, absolute and painfully ugly!!!

oh, why? why me, why my room, why my window??

this means war birdie!!

ai-na : itch!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

~ The ups and downs of Iman ~

Whenever I heard about it, whenever I learned about it and whenever I read about it, i felt something prickling in me, tremor run through my body and my heart ache, I felt like crying over and over. No matter how long I have known of it, no matter how many times it was reminded to me and no matter how many times it was being told to me, the feeling is still the same. It's as if it was the first time I learned of it.

Sadness, awed and respect.

And every time it was brought back to me, it will reminded me of my faults, of my sins. I felt remorse and afraid.

No matter how hard your life can be, whenever you feel down just go back to Him. He will always there for you. It is us who always forget about Him. Just remember, there are reasons things happened around you. You should be thankful of all the things that happened because it shows Allah S.W.T still remember you.

ai-na : reading the story of Prophet Muhammad S.A.W...