~ How? When ~

With lots of studying and working happened around, one can never escaped the pressure of it. The problem is, I dont know if it is a stress or just my ignorance for my need. I usually dont bother about it, which in turn make other people worried about me. I'm sorry! Few days back, something happened. It may sound creepy, it did to me. I was at my table doing my report when I felt hungry. I didnt ate anything save for breakfast of cereal. While this is nothing of difference for me because I always skipped my meal. So I thought of making dinner since I already took my chicken out to thaw. With that thought in mind, I get up from my chair and started to the door and...I woke up from my sleep on my bed under the cover at 2 in the morning! Creepy huh? Hahaha..I raked my memories of what had happened and I know that I didnt leave my room, didnt cook dinner because I'm still hungry and didnt finish my report yet since it still as I left it. My mind goes blank the moment I got up from my chair until I woke up. And I remember, no dream at all! That's what happened when you keep neglecting your body basic need such as food and rest. I haven't slept that day and the day before and lots of other time too. My ummi said luckily I was still in my room when it happend, what if I was in the middle of the road somewhere far from my house. What will happen to me? Oh no! Yeah, I'm very afraid of that prospect. So to all my dear friends, never ever try this at home! Haha! Please dont neglect yourself for whatever reasons. Take care of yourself and others too. Because of this small event, I had caused worries to my ummi and my abah. And I fell very guilty! No matter how stressful your life can be, think of the others who care about you. Hmmm....

ai-na: the problem with me is, i dont recognised stress, not anymore...

~ the flow of life ~

easter break is here! excited? no way! i have to study for exam, oh my! days come and gone, and i have yet to see any progress on my study and report. since now is spring time, the weather has become warmer and beautiful with lots of flowers. a lot of people are enjoying the time, picnic and holiday. i wish i can go for a holiday too. well, i cant wait to go back home! i hope it's not too hot there, hehe! i miss everyone! now i really need to focus on my studying. nowadays i cant seem to concentrate enough on writing the blog. maybe later when the fog begun to clear in my mind.

ai-na : cant wait!