No matter how thorough and well-planned your plan is, in the end the decision is not in our hand. Things happened out of sudden, even you cant predict anything, no one can. No matter how much we want tomorrow to come, can we be sure that we will still be here to see it, to meet tommorow? When something happened out of sudden, it can staggered you to think back on how ungrateful you have been all this time. We've been ignorant, not because we do not know but because we chose not to. Arrogant, all of us. We became so sure of ourselves, acting all powerful and mighty. When the truth is we are nobody! I think when things happened to us, we should be thankful, grateful that we still got the chance to repent, to ask for forgiveness and to improve ourselves. Life is all about improvement, your day today should be better than yesterday and tomorrow should be better than today. How, you ask me? Look into yourself and you may find the answer.
Oh yes, i am now unofficially finished my degree! Now i can fully enjoy the word freedom, been waiting for this since i was in standard 6. I remembered that day when we finish our primary school exam, we all were overjoy and shouting 'freedom' then our teacher said, we have yet to be free. There are still other big exam throughout our schooling, way to damper our spirit i tell you! But this time, this is freedom! I'm so going to miss being a student, even though i'm still going to continue my study after this, i think the feeling will be different, dont you think?
Oh, i got lots to tell about my trip but maybe next time. Got to wait for those pictures as well.
ai-na : pray to Allah for Abah's full recovery, he didnt forget you Abah!
