Another day passed and a new day come. What have we been doing all this time? ‘Yesterday is a mystery, tomorrow a history but today is a gift. That is way it is called present‘ by Master Hugwei in Kunfu Panda. Hehe! I like that movie very much! ‘I am the big fat Panda’ Po. I don’t know the relation to it, but do I care? Hahaha!
Ok2! Well, about the gift I gave my abah for his birthday. It’s a book called ‘Improving your Memory’ and I forgot the writer’s name, haha! Why I wanted to give that book to my abah? Hmm, good question. He said this to me before ‘Bila kita dah tua, memori kita pun dah tak bagus macam dulu’ and that really touched my heart.
So, while we still have the chance to learn at this age do not waste our time and regret it later.
‘Time wait for no man’
ai-na : i've been wasting my time a lot and i've been wanting my mocha! huhu!
It’s seemed ages since my last post here. Well, I feel like posting today, actually for a few days but could not find a suitable time. Fuh! First of all, happy hari raya! It still raya right, hope i'm not that late wishing you all, haha! Lot’s of things to do, work to be done and lots of study involved in my life as a student. Just had my mocha at dinner last night and feel a little energetic, haha! I decided to post something and do my study and other important stuff.
After dinner I went looking for my abah’s birthday present, which is on this Friday. Since my abah loves to read, I bought him a book. Since he was studying now, I think the book is suitable for him. The title? I’ll tell about it later, after his birthday ok? Actually, today I feel like talking about my abah. I missed him eventually and I missed my ummi too.
I’m very impressed and respect my abah for what he did now, before and in the future. My abah loves to study, loves to read all sorts of genre. I learned a lot from him about everything, well except things I learned at school (obviously I went to school, ok). He’s a lawyer and yet he knows about other stuff too. Yeah, I know there are other people who know lot of stuff too but I think my abah is special. Even at his age now he still want to learn and improve himself, always feel that there are lots of things he has yet to learn. I can see the hardship he faced during his study now, how he tried hard to memorize what he had learned and the disappointment on his face when he could not recall or explain it in the exam because of the pain. Sometimes, I feel like transferring the pain to me and stop his suffering so that he can live his life happily and do things he enjoys in life. Impossible, I know but that would not stop me from praying. My abah is a great person and a great father. I pray to ALLAH to help me keep the smile on my abah’s face and make him proud of me.
I feel sad suddenly! Haha, I just want to share with everyone about my abah. Ok, that it’s about my beloved abah! Now a hectic and boring life of aina’s, haha! Early this morning I’ll have LAW presentation, which I’m feeling a bit nervous, as our LAW lecturer is very hard to please. She said, " you don’t have my blessing for this final exam, and all of you will fail my paper as I will be very strict marking it." Why did she say this? Hmm, good question. It is because she felt offended that we cheated during our second test. I know, I know! Cheating during exam is ‘dosa besar’. I read about it in my Pendidikan Islam Form 5, 2 years ago. Well, what do you expect? The test is hard, not that hard actually. It just that we don’t have enough time to study, plus we have other test to think of too and assignment to submit. ‘Procrastination is the thief of time’ the phrase well remembered but still procrastinate. Human! In the night, I’ll have TAX 2nd test and tomorrow I’ll have MUET speaking test! What a busy week! And another presentation on Saturday, Marketing! Owh, how I hate it. Luckily it is in the morning.
29th of October! The first day of my final exam, which is my CTU paper. Well, good luck to me and to all my fellow friends! To my other friends who will be having their final exam or already starting their final, good luck from me!
Gambate!
ai-na : suddenly feel excited to start studying for her exam, actually dah takut sebab macam tak sempat nak cover everything. haha!
Ramadhan! The month we have waited for, or are we really wait for it? The answer you may found in you.
This is the time, the perfect moment to improve our self, our ibadah to be a better person. If before this we always say a bad thing, doing not so good things, now we can throw it away. Start doing the right thing by muhasabah our self.
Here are few things we can do during Ramadhan :
Few days ago, I learn about something good. Well, it is the story about Muhammad Al-Fatih, the great conqueror of Constantinople. One day before he and his army began their mission in conquering Constantinople, he asked his chosen army. “ Which one of you never missed their solat fardhu?” All of his army stand up, meaning that they never missed it. The next question, “ Which one of you never missed their solat sunat rawathib (solat sunat after solat fardhu)?” A few of his army sit down; meaning not all of them ever missed it. The last question is, “ Which one of you never missed their solatulail?” This time not one of his army remained standing, except one person, him. This shown how great is Muhammad Al-Fatih. As this has been mentioned by our prophet Muhammad s.a.w before the birth of Muhammad Al-Fatih, ‘The one who will conquer Constantinople is one of a great man’.
So, how about us? How many times have we missed our solat? So, in this Ramadhan lets us improve our self and all of our amal. We may not be a great person in a short time but we may start slowly and continuously.
So let us welcome Ramadhan al-Mubarak with open heart …
ai-na : is very sorry with her malay-english translation and very eager to start her tilawah because her sister had challenged her to finish it during this Ramadhan, but later on she thought she will do it because of ALLAH…
