~ tearless cries ~

everything turned out bad, nothing gone right. what am I going to do? i tried really hard but still, nothing. i achieve nothing except pure sadness and regret. but i do learn some good things that came its way, but it is still hard to accept it. i feel like i'm running and running to save my life, to make it worth, to prove that i can do it, i can give better but then, i realised, i'm lost! i pray hard so i won't lost forever....

ai-na : what should i do? 

~ i'm home! ~

yay! happy holiday!

finally i've got my holiday, after struggling for study later on exam (which is very hard!) now i'm going to enjoy my holi-holiday! went to see my little sister at her school, went to the beach and take picture! it is great to be together again in a family, me being far away study and my little sister also not so far away, study!
here some pictures to share...

well, i love the beach!

it is peaceful just looking at it!

maybe you can't feel anything or see that it is beautiful, but if you were there you'll know what i'm talking about. it makes you feel free and happy just to stand there and do nothing. well, it will be better if we do zikr and praise The Creator of this magnificient creation. Allah Akhbar!

it sunny today!

those under the tree are cows and goats taking cover under the shades over the blazing sun. my father said those are peanut goats or nuts goats or something about the goat being called peanut(i've no idea!)

bath time!

i feel like i'm in Java again!

i miss Yogya and Bandung and Jakarta and all....

ai-na : what a great day, i miss my ol' days

~ predict the unpredictable ~

salam...
exam is hard, i've spent all my energy pouring all the answer and drained myself! yeah, i feel drained! but, after the exam i fueled myself back so i can face another exam! oh please, help me!

ai-na : please, exam is susah!

~ my baby! ~

i want everyone to see one of my favourite stuff, my baby apple!

i love my baby, this is my second as my first is stolen by a person without a heart! hate that person!

tq ummi for my baby!

ai-na : i'm feeling generous today..

~ one step ahead ~

i'm pouring myself little bit by bit in here, sharing my thought and what i experienced...to anyone want to come along and share my boat, welcome aboard! to anyone want to say anything great about the world ( or not so great!), please i love to know. and to anyone who don't like me or my thought, you are welcome to say so...

ai-na : i'm learning...