~ itsy bitsy spider ~

urgh, 2 days ago i need to use the toilet badly but the one upstairs is occupied so i have to use the one downstairs which i didnt know exist until that time. when i opened the door, spiders scurried away from every corner of the toilet! there is no way i'll use that toilet.
i dont care how small and tiny the spiders are, i hate them! i just do not like them at all, not one of them, not even spider-man even though he's handsome and cute, he still got those spidery power whats so ever!

ai-na : i do not want to cure my phobia!

~ hot or warm? ~

29.9C! hottest day in the UK, ever. just cant wait for winter, snow is more fun. doing totally nothing today, been very unproductive. need to change that. just sent my application yesterday, hope all will be well. i think i want to go for a picnic tomorrow in Hyde Park or maybe St James Park, just sitting and enjoying the day, maybe read some books or better yet, studying!

ai-na : keep moving foward, glance back just as a reminder...

~ nothing to do ~

other than studying, which i didnt do, i'm bored! even internet doesnt give my any temptation. movies, facebook, fictions, nothing!
better go to sleep!

~ a hectic life ~

life past by without a pause button. class started and now almost finish, its mean studying time for me. need to reorganise my time.

~ moving out ~

it is time of the year (for me) when i have to move out of the house and move someplace else. this time always reminds me of how i hate packing! everytime i will remind myself, next time Aina DO NOT buy so much stuff or keep unnecessary things around, you will not have much space to store them and you'll end up with lots of boxes when moving out, urgh! life as it is still go on, no matter how many time i moaned and whined around, still got to decide where to live next, when and where to move my stuffs and all the related things.

now, ramadhan is leaving us, hope we got to see it again next year. this year eid will be quite different, a lot i think, my first time celebrating eid on my own without my family and without the great food. this is so sad, my Abah already planned to skype on the first day of eid and i know i will cry! a test for me as a student and as a part of being muslim, i should be proud of it.

well, i should continue packing.

ai-na : should be more active here...

~ Ramadhan Mubarak ~

Wow, it's been a while since my last post. With all the things happened around i cant seem to find the time to write some (lazy!!!) but there's a lot been happening since then.
First, my Abah are well and recovered now, Alhamdulillah! He still got tired and cannot exert himself too much, but Dr Hilmi said its because of the medicine, he is fine and can go back to his normal routine but the medicine wants him to rest. At the very least, I got to spend some times at home with all my family since i'm not celebrating Eid with them this year. Huhu! Next came my graduation! Wow, i'm finally done with degree, cant believe it! My family came over here, so i took them around. I am excited and happy and relieved that i finally able to take my Abah to places he want to go. Places that he already since before i came here, he already knew the history of that place, what in it and everything. So i'm pleased that he got to see those places with such limited time. Another exciting things is I manage to bring my sister to Old Trafford, woohoo!


I think what my family enjoy the most is shopping, they shop for shoes as if they want to open a store back home! So cool! Haha. And then it was my graduation ceremony. It was beautiful and eventful. I am happy to be able to take my Ummi and Abah to see me graduate and hopefully it will make them proud of me.

And now Ramadhan has arrived. I hope that i can improved myself and be a better muslim that can contribute not only to the people around me but also the world.

ai-na : Pray for my success in the future..

~ plan and decision ~

No matter how thorough and well-planned your plan is, in the end the decision is not in our hand. Things happened out of sudden, even you cant predict anything, no one can. No matter how much we want tomorrow to come, can we be sure that we will still be here to see it, to meet tommorow? When something happened out of sudden, it can staggered you to think back on how ungrateful you have been all this time. We've been ignorant, not because we do not know but because we chose not to. Arrogant, all of us. We became so sure of ourselves, acting all powerful and mighty. When the truth is we are nobody! I think when things happened to us, we should be thankful, grateful that we still got the chance to repent, to ask for forgiveness and to improve ourselves. Life is all about improvement, your day today should be better than yesterday and tomorrow should be better than today. How, you ask me? Look into yourself and you may find the answer.
Oh yes, i am now unofficially finished my degree! Now i can fully enjoy the word freedom, been waiting for this since i was in standard 6. I remembered that day when we finish our primary school exam, we all were overjoy and shouting 'freedom' then our teacher said, we have yet to be free. There are still other big exam throughout our schooling, way to damper our spirit i tell you! But this time, this is freedom! I'm so going to miss being a student, even though i'm still going to continue my study after this, i think the feeling will be different, dont you think?
Oh, i got lots to tell about my trip but maybe next time. Got to wait for those pictures as well.

ai-na : pray to Allah for Abah's full recovery, he didnt forget you Abah!