~ G8 in my heart ~

After a few years of no contacts and meetings, finally we met up today in Gombak. It took sometimes to plan this meeting but finally we managed to get through. Thanks to those who work hard for making it happened today, although not all of us manage to gather together but it still something, the not so formal reunion of generation 8 of the Hidayah Johor school. After a very long time of not being together, everyone already have their own life, some of us still studying here and overseas, some of us already working, lots of stories to tell, experience to share and new friendship were bond. It is a very special meeting. I remember one of the boys saying how happy and grateful he is of finally able to meet again with all the friends and the feeling of fullness in his heart. Some of us may think how lame its sound but some may understand it. He is considered as a new member of our generation since he joined the school in Form 4 but the bond that were created is strong enough for him to feel the ukhwah within us. You see, some of us have been together since we were Standard 1. From the naughty and clumsy little boys and girls, now to a refined gentleman and ladies. We fought, we cried and we being friends again. No matter how many years have gone, we will still remember our memories of each other, maybe not all of us but it will be there in our heart. Someday I hope that we all can be together again in much different environment and situation, to share the stories of our journey in life. Like one of us said, we have to hope that we will meet again together in Jannah. InsyaAllah.

ai-na : happy and elated but now back to real life, work!!

~ i'm officially... ~

yes, now i am officially an e&y employees! i know, i know that yesterday was the start of my 'employee' status but today i start working on some 'important' work! hey, it is important even though i just do referencing, printing and correction..haha! a little tired too since its 8 hours straight working (there are breaks such as tea and lunch) when i used to have lots of time off during study..well, i'll got used to it later! overall, i'm happy and excited..the seniors are welcoming and helpful, and i hope to gain lots of experience and knowledge for my future..

ai-na : i'm off now, got to rest and works to be done..

~ experience the world ~

Am so tired but cant help feeling excited. I cant wait to start working tomorrow! The whole day today is just briefing and registration and information on IT awareness, security and such. Make new friends, whoop!

~ come home ~

Finally after almost 9 month away, i'm coming home. My bus to London will be at 0615 this morning and my flight will be at 2200 tonight. Excited, overwhelmed and slightly disgruntled. Why? Because my suitcase is bloated and heavy! I cant seem to make up my mind, therefore i packed quite a lot of my stuff to bring home. Cant wait to be home, i want to sleep till the next day. I'm sooo tired of packing and moving stuff even though i got help. First thing to do when i arrive at the gate, i want to hug my ummi and abah and dont want to let go! Haha, eventually i have to let go. So, goodbye for now, i will sorely miss you...Exeter! (hahaha!) I'll be with you again next term and right now i'm going to the other side of the world! WooHoo!

ai-na : what a day!

~ end of.. ~

finally, after all the hard work going through the whole 2nd year (really? i thought i played all the year) and facing great obstacles (exams!!!) now is the time for rest before back to study this oct for 3rd year (aww man!). Examless till end of the year, hurrah! Now, i have to start packing all the stuff to move out and to go home! Oh, i hate packing and anything related to it..but i cant wait to go back to Malaysia, i missed everyone but certainly not the weather! haha..

last week i cant wait to finish my exams, but now that i gain my freedom i am clueless of what to do other than packing. i want to travel but not enough $$$, so i'll have to wait. i want to go here

and here

and here

and here

and lots of other places. Lots of dreams to achieve but with limited resources. That's what we called life. So, for the next few days i need to plan my day, yes!

ai-na : Life ain't easy, but it's worth living it..

~ How? When ~

With lots of studying and working happened around, one can never escaped the pressure of it. The problem is, I dont know if it is a stress or just my ignorance for my need. I usually dont bother about it, which in turn make other people worried about me. I'm sorry! Few days back, something happened. It may sound creepy, it did to me. I was at my table doing my report when I felt hungry. I didnt ate anything save for breakfast of cereal. While this is nothing of difference for me because I always skipped my meal. So I thought of making dinner since I already took my chicken out to thaw. With that thought in mind, I get up from my chair and started to the door and...I woke up from my sleep on my bed under the cover at 2 in the morning! Creepy huh? Hahaha..I raked my memories of what had happened and I know that I didnt leave my room, didnt cook dinner because I'm still hungry and didnt finish my report yet since it still as I left it. My mind goes blank the moment I got up from my chair until I woke up. And I remember, no dream at all! That's what happened when you keep neglecting your body basic need such as food and rest. I haven't slept that day and the day before and lots of other time too. My ummi said luckily I was still in my room when it happend, what if I was in the middle of the road somewhere far from my house. What will happen to me? Oh no! Yeah, I'm very afraid of that prospect. So to all my dear friends, never ever try this at home! Haha! Please dont neglect yourself for whatever reasons. Take care of yourself and others too. Because of this small event, I had caused worries to my ummi and my abah. And I fell very guilty! No matter how stressful your life can be, think of the others who care about you. Hmmm....

ai-na: the problem with me is, i dont recognised stress, not anymore...

~ the flow of life ~

easter break is here! excited? no way! i have to study for exam, oh my! days come and gone, and i have yet to see any progress on my study and report. since now is spring time, the weather has become warmer and beautiful with lots of flowers. a lot of people are enjoying the time, picnic and holiday. i wish i can go for a holiday too. well, i cant wait to go back home! i hope it's not too hot there, hehe! i miss everyone! now i really need to focus on my studying. nowadays i cant seem to concentrate enough on writing the blog. maybe later when the fog begun to clear in my mind.

ai-na : cant wait!